So my daughter of 7 months has been sick for 3 days!! It's been super rough! I find myself this afternoon thinking "What happened to me??"... A slight remembrance of me tearing up in my 1x1 with my manager today triggered this thought.
The 1x1 went fine btw! It was the door shutting behind me that told my mind you can release a tear now, not noting the extra body in the room. The stress had built up immensely. What happened to the caregiver of a mother with MS working two jobs and going to school full-time? Is that person gone? Why can't I care for one baby?
Mom always said life goes full circle. I took care of you now it's your turn to take care of me... Then why does taking care of my baby pulls every emotional strand out of my body. Even more so than caring for my own mother at a tender age. This time it's different. How or why; I don't quiet know just yet. But I'm learning it's ok
to have a moment.
Share your breaking point moments or advise on juggling a job,house, school and family!
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